Ive painted the staircase hand rail. High Gloss black. It annoys me the way it drips down onto the other painted bits and the hard stone floor. Im using masking tape and a dust sheet. Its still manages to get everywhere else. All I need now is a child to get hold of it. Ive told them not to touch it. Thats like putting sweets out and them not having a sneaky one. They know its there, and who can resist.
I let someone down today, I hate that. Its scratching at my conciense. Some people can mess you around and move on without a worry. Thats not me. I seem to put the world in front of me, cant say no and all that. Seem to be the sucker that everyone asks for a returnless favour, "She wont mind". Actually, I do mind, and I dont know why I say yes. My mum was the same, maybe its genetic.
And still a baby is desperatly unwell. Please live. We want you here.


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